blabber

OMG..I am officially 27 ( Physco-thriller background sound). I am scared of biologically aging..Honestly..And also, scared of what tomorrow brings me. Quite a bumpy ride for me this pass 2 years now..And yes, I am not as optimistic as I was yesterday, but still am. And yes, still on a quest to find happiness and purpose.

I think it is more of a journey than a destination. More of a discovery than an expectation.

We certainly have come a long way don't we? From an idealist to a realist ( well..50/50). From punk rock to thrash. And from green to semi-green..haha.. I am different now. Physically and mentally..But it kinda freaks me out in terms of physical well-being though.. Some of my friends have gone through rough times because of poor well-being and some even left us forever. So young yet so fragile. It reminds me of how precious life is. We are soo consumed of our earthly desires and whims and demands, that we forget about the little details and the utter most important thing in our life. Being able to savour life healthily.. You know very well what I mean.

STRESS in not good. TRANQUILITY is hard to come by nowadays. But how to find the balance? it is a journey i am slowly and calm-cool-ly trying to uncover. Help me with this will ya Muzzy?